It feels like everywhere I go, there it is. Looking me in the face. Cravings are killing me. The feeling of pure bliss, so close yet so far away. Its sad because I know if I give up, not only am I giving up on my sobriety. I’m giving in to the devil. Scared because as strong as I am, This is my biggest weakness, and the one and only thing that can bring me to my knees. Just thinking about it makes my hairs stand up. I don’t know if I will ever be free, and honestly don’t think I will. All I can say is that I will continue to fight and remind myself that everyday I can remain clean is definitely something to celebrate

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