Sitting here, hating myself for the way I am feeling. No matter what route I take I’m literally fucked. For no-one who craves nothing, this feeling is unfamiliar. The thing is find me.one person who craves nothing and I call them liars. Cravings are as simple as wanting that piece of pie, to getting that piece of ass. And the more u can’t have it, the more u want it. Emptiness and hatred, that’s what I feel now. Am I really ready to go deep deep down to the abyss. Drowning with no chance to come up for air but, given a second. What do I choose?