So today was not a stellar day. Work was rough and people were just not making it any easier. Finally said fuck it and got the he’ll out of there. So now off to make a vital decision that can literally change everything, and it feels just like every other time, when I’m.So close, I’m still so far away. I’m getting emotional because I don’t have much but whatever I have I offer with. no questions asked. And the time comes.when I need something , and the person that came through for me was a close friend who I love and cherish. Not even my own family. But it is what it is. Just to my friend u will truly never understand how such this means to me…..